I don't own yet but dolls have already improved my attitude

[Falling4Dolls]

Jcpax, I think you articulate your thoughts very well for me to understand.
While i share a lot of that personality type I'm also all over the spectrum of
others due to my WMH brain lesion. All sorts of hyper intensive things (...) and you got the worst/most interesting person to try to date lol
Dolls are the perfect solution for me and will keep me from dating and putting someone through all that.

Man that list (...) is terrifying. I admire your strength to pull through and make it work.

I thank you both for the kind words. It sounds a lot more terrifying to read maybe than it is
but I don't know. I've been this way my whole life so to me it's normal only recently this spring
did I find out it's all been cause of a brain lesion. My whole life...I never knew what was wrong
with me or why I was different than everybody. The world is a different place for me I experience,
and perceive it completely differently. I can't maintain friendships, relationships, or work closely with
others. People get tired of me, annoyed, and just generally don't like me. Only now have I realized
it's not their fault or mine. It's just how life is going to be for me, sometimes it gets good and I get
to talk to people like you both. Rest the time I walk alone to make things easier for others.

[Remete]

I do agree about Akira being cute, I wouldn't have even ordered her otherwise. ...

Also, despite my reaction, I'm clearly attracted to her. But it's somehow a very different kind of attraction than with Kanna. Probably a kind of attraction I wasn't quite prepared to deal with.
However, I still have no good way to explain, in words, what the difference is. Her constant presence will coax the answer out of me, eventually, though.

That's interesting. Do you have more than one set of eyes for her?
I noticed that she gives me a very different impression with different eye colours, just based on the photos online.
I can relate to her way more with blue eyes.
This surprised me, because usually I find dark eyes more attractive. Just not on her.

[Remete]

I thank you both for the kind words. It sounds a lot more terrifying to read maybe than it is
but I don't know. ... Only now have I realized
it's not their fault or mine. It's just how life is going to be for me, sometimes it gets good and I get
to talk to people like you both. Rest the time I walk alone to make things easier for others.

It seems to me that in your situation getting a doll and having little contact with people both make sense.
It sounds like you're both generous to others while also in a positive way selfish enough to find happiness.

[Falling4Dolls]

I thank you both for the kind words. It sounds a lot more terrifying to read maybe than it is
but I don't know. ... Only now have I realized
it's not their fault or mine. It's just how life is going to be for me, sometimes it gets good and I get
to talk to people like you both. Rest the time I walk alone to make things easier for others.

It seems to me that in your situation getting a doll and having little contact with people both make sense.
It sounds like you're both generous to others while also in a positive way selfish enough to find happiness.

I've never heard it put that way, but I like it. Thank you. I'm very self centered due to my condition. Periods
of time go by where I don't even know other people exist. I can't wait for my doll to arrive and I plan to just
let my personality complexes go wild with her. I think she'll help me learn to care for others more and to be
more open with my own sexuality. She'll bring a balance to my life that I've never had before and I'm thrilled
to have her and all the people here to tie it all together.

[kanna]

I do agree about Akira being cute, I wouldn't have even ordered her otherwise. ...

Also, despite my reaction, I'm clearly attracted to her. But it's somehow a very different kind of attraction than with Kanna. Probably a kind of attraction I wasn't quite prepared to deal with.
However, I still have no good way to explain, in words, what the difference is. Her constant presence will coax the answer out of me, eventually, though.

That's interesting. Do you have more than one set of eyes for her?
I noticed that she gives me a very different impression with different eye colours, just based on the photos online.
I can relate to her way more with blue eyes.
This surprised me, because usually I find dark eyes more attractive. Just not on her.

Oh, excellent point about the eyes! They've actually been bothering me, but I've somehow just pushed it aside and not thought about it further. For some reason I've felt unwilling to change her eyes. Kind of weird now that I think about it. But she did start looking much cuter when I put Kanna's wig on her. With the way her head is shaped, she looks horrible without hair and somehow the exact color is a big deal too. Pink doesn't suit her, at least not with the brown eye color.

I'll try how she looks with the blue eyes Kanna came with (Kanna herself has EME eyes now).

[Remete]

I found this video for you https://www.bitchute.com/video/3Gm5RR5SCyA/
Title "Mail: Inceldom Vs. The Waifu Laifu"
Author "Turd Flinging Monkey"

I thought about another one when I read this:

I can't wait for my doll to arrive and I plan to just
let my personality complexes go wild with her. I think she'll help me learn to care for others more and to be
more open with my own sexuality. She'll bring a balance to my life that I've never had before and I'm thrilled
to have her and all the people here to tie it all together.

I couldn't find the video I was looking for, though. Title "As Good As It Gets".
Both are about his relationsip with his sex doll, Celestina.

He's transitioning from YouTube to Bitchute and other platforms, so old videos on YouTube are gone now. He has an alternative YouTube channel "Celestina Monkey" and I asked him there about "As Good As It Gets". If I find out where it is I drop the link here for you.

[Falling4Dolls]

I found this video for you https://www.bitchute.com/video/3Gm5RR5SCyA/
Title "Mail: Inceldom Vs. The Waifu Laifu"
Author "Turd Flinging Monkey"

I thought about another one when I read this:

I can't wait for my doll to arrive and I plan to just
let my personality complexes go wild with her. I think she'll help me learn to care for others more and to be
more open with my own sexuality. She'll bring a balance to my life that I've never had before and I'm thrilled
to have her and all the people here to tie it all together.

I couldn't find the video I was looking for, though. Title "As Good As It Gets".
Both are about his relationsip with his sex doll, Celestina.

He's transitioning from YouTube to Bitchute and other platforms, so old videos on YouTube are gone now. He has an alternative YouTube channel "Celestina Monkey" and I asked him there about "As Good As It Gets". If I find out where it is I drop the link here for you.

Thank you very much for that! The science really helps me understand better.
It speaks to me how I think. I'm afraid to try the replica AI cause I feel I'd be disappointed
and then lose more of whatever piece of emotional communication attachment.
I talk to myself all the time constantly I'm hoping I can just talk to her and
Answer myself in my own head in her voice...i dunno I haven't gotten that far yet