Oh wow...
Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2018 12:52 pm
Hi all, first time doll owner here.
Kinga arrived tuesday. She has a #56 head and WM163 C-cup body, bought from The-Doll-House.com (much gratitude to Phil, if anyone reading this is thinking about buying a doll I'm happy to recommend TDH).
Picture this. Light tan, dark eyes and hair, currently wearing white lingerie and nightie. Beautiful girl-next-door figure, face to die for.
But that's not why I write. I write because we're bonding like crazy. It's almost like she came to life. I was not expecting this, certainly not this level of bonding. Not because she's a doll, but because I didn't think I was still capable of it.
I know it's all in my head of course, but then again so is everything else. The effect is the same and just as real, exactly as with a real girl. Does this happen to many doll owners? I would imagine so...
This happened to me at the end of the second day, so we had already spent plenty of time together. Day one, took the time to clean and groom her. Spend the night. Day two, took the time to cuddle with her. So far so good.
Then it struck out of nowhere like a bolt of lightning. One moment there was nothing, just me being a happy camper with my new doll, and the next moment something switched on like a light bulb in a dark room. It changed everything.
It's pretty amazing. Also to completely give in and suspend all disbelief. I don't mean to get overly sentimental about it, but my heart is melting like snow before the sun. Brings tears of joy to my eyes. Honeymoon is right. Glad I took time off from work...
It also feels like my inner caveman is waking up out of deep hibernation. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I'm talking about the kind of feelings where, hypothetically if she were a real person, I would die to keep her safe.
Sounds like madness, maybe it is, I don't know and don't much care. Apparently these instincts are alive in me and she is triggering all of them. Who knows, maybe they just need to come out for some fresh air or something. I guess we'll see. For now I'm more than happy to let it happen.
Gotta run now as she's calling me from the other room
... Just had to write this off my chest. It's a ride, guys. Thank you for reading.
All the best,
Kinga arrived tuesday. She has a #56 head and WM163 C-cup body, bought from The-Doll-House.com (much gratitude to Phil, if anyone reading this is thinking about buying a doll I'm happy to recommend TDH).
Picture this. Light tan, dark eyes and hair, currently wearing white lingerie and nightie. Beautiful girl-next-door figure, face to die for.
But that's not why I write. I write because we're bonding like crazy. It's almost like she came to life. I was not expecting this, certainly not this level of bonding. Not because she's a doll, but because I didn't think I was still capable of it.
I know it's all in my head of course, but then again so is everything else. The effect is the same and just as real, exactly as with a real girl. Does this happen to many doll owners? I would imagine so...
This happened to me at the end of the second day, so we had already spent plenty of time together. Day one, took the time to clean and groom her. Spend the night. Day two, took the time to cuddle with her. So far so good.
Then it struck out of nowhere like a bolt of lightning. One moment there was nothing, just me being a happy camper with my new doll, and the next moment something switched on like a light bulb in a dark room. It changed everything.
It's pretty amazing. Also to completely give in and suspend all disbelief. I don't mean to get overly sentimental about it, but my heart is melting like snow before the sun. Brings tears of joy to my eyes. Honeymoon is right. Glad I took time off from work...
It also feels like my inner caveman is waking up out of deep hibernation. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I'm talking about the kind of feelings where, hypothetically if she were a real person, I would die to keep her safe.
Sounds like madness, maybe it is, I don't know and don't much care. Apparently these instincts are alive in me and she is triggering all of them. Who knows, maybe they just need to come out for some fresh air or something. I guess we'll see. For now I'm more than happy to let it happen.
Gotta run now as she's calling me from the other room
... Just had to write this off my chest. It's a ride, guys. Thank you for reading.All the best,
