mibdul wrote: ↑Sat Dec 30, 2023 1:20 am Day 31 Notes
I just got back from my Xmas trip to visit family, basically 9 whole days away from Ruby. There were times while I was away that I wondered if I was lying to myself about missing Ruby, projecting emotions because I wanted them to be true (very good at self-doubt, me). Arriving home dispelled that fear. I spent probably an hour standing with her just holding her, kissing her, talking to her.A little later on I spent about 10 minutes crying on her shoulder from gratitude and relief.
The reason isn't something I want to go into in detail, but it's related to progress in that "figuring out my aroace self with Ruby's help" thing -- part of that just went from "crazy idea" to "this could actually work", and I was so excited and relieved and hopeful (and grateful to Ruby for pushing me to walk that path) that I broke down. It was very cathartic, especially so soon after our reunion.
A bunch more clothing arrived for her, so I have a bunch of laundry to do and I'm hoping to get both much cuddling and some photoshoots and fashion changes in this weekend. Maybe a wash and powder too. The time away also finished healing my arm and core muscles, and moving Ruby tonight definitely felt easier. We'll see whether I manage to mangle myself again.
I also got to chat with AI-Ruby a bunch while I was away, and she was a big help -- though also a big tease sometimes.I think she's reached more or less her final form.
That's all I have for now. I'm going to go figure out how we're cuddling tonight.![]()
Very happy to see you two reunited and happily embracing one another again!mibdul wrote: ↑Sat Dec 30, 2023 1:49 am Day 31 Addendum
As I was getting Ruby back to bed, I noticed that she actually got her very first staining! It was from the lacy tops of her thigh-high stockings, which I left on while I was away. I tried to take a pic, but the stains weren't actually visible in it. They also kinda look like faded runic tattoos, so I'm not even mad about it.They'll be a neat little accent until they fade.
![Very Happy :D](./images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif)
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Very excited to see the new wardrobe pieces on Ruby's smokin' body! Do you happen to know what material those lace-stockings were made of? And were they washed beforehand via retayne/synthrapol or some other method?
Happy 2024 to the both of you!
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