Just wanted to share my first experience with dolls.
I've been using Fleshlights for years, but wanted something more realistic. The photos of some of these high-end dolls are just brilliant - like looking into the future. I decided to go for a mid-tier doll ($2k range) to try out this hobby. Got a DS doll 145.
'In the flesh' the doll is a work of art, the face is eerily realistic. The toes for some reason also feel terribly real. DS doesn't offer built-in, so I was finally able to get the long insert in place and try the doll out.
Have been using the doll for a week and will admit I'm totally underwhelmed. Wanted to share my experience with other potential doll owners.
- The doll was smaller than I expected, I knew 145 was small - but when you're having sex with it, the head is pretty far down below you (can't look in it's face)
- The doll was heavier than I expected. I had read they were heavy, but until you pick it up to move it - you just don't realize.
- I had visions of positioning the doll for dog-style and ass-in-air etc. but this is really quite involved... The toes had no real wires and I was constantly afraid I would damage the doll. You are ALWAYS in a state of awareness of the hands and fingers as well. Positioning the doll in anything other than straight missionary was not easy and my sexual interest would often flag.
- The insert was huge (width) - nothing like my Fleshlights, I felt like I was fucking a black hole. (and my cock is pretty large girth)
- The silicone is incredibly soft, but the innards of the doll are very hard. Imagine taking an inch of Fleshlight material and wrapping it around a hard plastic object you have in your house - a speaker, or computer, an elliptical.. that's essentially what it feels like when you fuck the doll. That inch of softness is only 'real' to look at and touch - but when using the doll it quickly vanishes.
- My model had pretty big / perky breasts. These were fun to pinch with my fingers but terrible when having sex, (when you lay down on the doll). I ended up getting really sore abs.
- The top of the vagina ripped (half inch) the 6th time I had sex with it, I am by NO MEANS rough with the doll, just trying to have missionary with it.
- The range of motion of the legs is silly, you can spread them, but not near the range a real girl has (see rip above)... Until dolls can actually mimic spreading their legs like a real woman - then they're just toys.
- The smell was strong for the first 3 days then went away
- There was a tiny bit of white mesh reinforcement inside the vagina - however it was almost a full inch back into the canal - not where the vag normally tears, pointless - and it wasn't glued in well.
Conclusion
The doll while hyper realistic to look at - was not realistic in the slightest bit to have sex with. Even with lights very low, and looking at porn on the computer, the feeling was just terribly 'doll like'.. Maybe with the 8k dolls it's different - but that hard inner core just felt like I was fucking a shoe box or something.. Like I had taken a mannequin from Macy's and wrapped it in silicone.. When you're laying on it you're laying on a hard brick.. It's difficult to explain, but it's not a very sexy feeling.
The sexual experience did not feel anything like a real girl. Obviously no responsiveness, but the fact the hips can't move and legs can't spread correctly means the vagina is never really in the correct position. Just didn't feel natural at all.
Honestly, the Fleshlight and some porn gave a much more satisfying experience. A waste of $2,300. Or, optimistically - an education.
I'll check back in in 5 or 10 years and see what's new. But surely the doll experience was not for me - as is, today.
I guess TPE doll would be much better experience in bed but higher level of maintenance and number of potential problems would freak me out.
