ShadowCat,
I thank you for all of your thoughts. You know you inspired me when I was making the decision to order him. You and other women on the Forum. Plus I have made a very special friend on here. We email and Skype and he has been completely and unabashedly supportive of me. He has helped me more than he knows.
Papa Bear and all the other guys: Thank you for your support and insights. Especially Smoke as he kept me occupied waiting for Ocean with redoing a floor!
Anyway, I am not embarrassed giving my experiences with Ocean. I read all of the time on here how the men react to their dolls. As a life long doll collector, I am drawn to others who love their dolls. Now that I have a love doll of my own , I can understand that even more. Well, I thought it would be a long time before I would be intimate with him. Just looking at his penis was a little scary for me as I had not seen one in the erect state for over 20 years. My husband has Alzheimer's as many of you know, and I would bathe him, but he was, of course, flaccid. And as he preferred other women to me, we hadn't had sex for a long time. Now that he is in a SCU, I am at last living.
The responsiveness of the doll is amazing. I actually felt that he was kissing me back. It felt strange to kiss as I haven't done that except a peck now and then. I was completely drawn in. I knew it would be difficult for me to be penetrated. So , as he was very patient with me, I did just what I felt I could handle, which, at this point , isn't a lot, but it was still wonderful. I wondered also if I would respond to him and be able to have an orgasm. The experience over all was warm, sweet and more than I could have wanted. I look forward to my times with him.
On a funny note, I had lube all over the place.
Is there a less messy way to use it? Wow. I have never used it so I suspect I wasn't handy with it at all. He didn't mind though and this morning in a while, he will get a good bath. ( I had one also!)
This is a picture of how he looked last night. I love the look and I've been told he looks like Matt so kudos to Matt. I should email and thank him. The people at Real Doll have been amazing and Debra wanted me to write and let her know if I am happy with him. Of course, I will do that.