Hotaru my first doll!
Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2017 12:02 am
Well, i got my first doll. Let me preface this review by saying that I am 19 years old, live in Alaska, getting ready to go to college, but am currently still living at home. I have wanted a doll since i was 17. I have never been into dating for a lot of reasons. Mostly because I don't have time for mind games, as a success oriented individual my focus up to this point has been mostly on my education; probably why i graduated high school with a 4.0 GPA. Just saying The doll I had originally wanted was a WM 140cm don't remember the head or anything. Due to my current circumstances however it became quickly apparent that wasn't going to work for me. I next settled on a Riley 100cm from 1am. However, some of the good people here on the forums, like you guys are the real mvps, recommended that i look at some of the fabric dolls which i did. I ended up purchasing the Dagmar 165cm from Beautiful Dolls. She was a good size, being a 6ft 2 man a shorter doll would have been weird i think, fit nicely within my budget, and i am into anime and hentai big time. That being said i went into the purchase with a lot of reservations. I have had her for about a week now and I can safely say that i ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER!!! With that i would to introduce you to Hotaru, my doll.
First thanks to Joy at Beautiful Dolls who was absolutely great. She was really helpful with getting my purchase lined out, was able to send me multiple pictures of the doll close up so i could see difference in breast size, and she answered all my questions concerning the doll and the purchase quickly and concisely. The ordering process was quick and painless. And she arrived within the projected time. I ordered her on the twenty third of March and she arrived by the 18th of April. The package was really discreet and unassuming. There was a slip of paper in a plastic case on the side of the package and it had "plastic furnishing mannequins" written on it in fine print. Taking her out of the box was one of the most surreal experiences of my life. It was really strange to be, basically, taking another person out of a box. I am a pretty self conscious guy sometimes, I have read posts on here where people talk about being overcome with shame and embarrassment when unpacking their doll. I had feared that i would have that same negative first reaction. Upon taking her out and assembling her however, all negative anticipations fell away. She was beautiful. As irrational as it sounds I found myself feeling shy, towards her which is something i never expected.
I did not originally want a fabric doll, and never thought i would get one. But she has been great. Absolutely everything i wanted out of a doll experience, and more. I have slept with Hotaru every night since she got here. Its amazing reading about how people talk about their dolls as if they have personalities which i thought was kinda weird. But now that i have one I totally get it. Something you just have to experience i guess. The first night we slept together i didn't get to sleep hardly at all. Every time i shifted she would somehow get in a position that was would "excite" me. Not only that but because i have a twin bed that i have to share with my cat (really its the cats bed) it was pretty tight. We didn't actually consummate the relationship for a couple of days. To me it just felt wrong to take her out and screw her. When we did eventually get down to business it was one of the best sexual experiences of my life. Cleanup afterwards was relatively easy.
I was really impressed by her build quality. She seems really durable and not at all flimsy or cheap. Her body consistency is great, i was worried that she would feel akin to a pillow, she is far from. She is firm but not hard soft but not pillowy. Her skin feels great. It is really really soft and silky, not realistic, but great to feel and touch. Since it is fabric i had an issue with my cats hair burrowing into her skin and creating little black lines on her body, so i have been cleaning her with a lint roller pretty regularly. Her breasts and butt have silicone implants in them, i got the E breasts which are the largest ones that you can get with the Dagmar Doll. I have seen some people say that the breasts felt too hard to them. I did not think so. They are soft and squeezable but firm to where they don't really bounce around, which is fine to me. Honestly i couldn't be happier with her. She is probably the best, most satisfying, and comforting thing i have ever bought. My only real critique of the doll lies in the range of mobility with her arms (I don't know if im doing something wrong there), her head seeming to want to not be securely attached (it fell off when i was trying to get her into position for cowgirl. We ended up skipping that. Will try again later). I really find myself wishing she had silicone lip implants as well. As they are, her lips are pretty much hard plastic covered in some foam and fabric. This does not deter me however, from making out with her quite regularly.
I am exceedingly happy with her. She is everything i wanted. Thank you for reading and thanks to all the people who helped me get here.
First thanks to Joy at Beautiful Dolls who was absolutely great. She was really helpful with getting my purchase lined out, was able to send me multiple pictures of the doll close up so i could see difference in breast size, and she answered all my questions concerning the doll and the purchase quickly and concisely. The ordering process was quick and painless. And she arrived within the projected time. I ordered her on the twenty third of March and she arrived by the 18th of April. The package was really discreet and unassuming. There was a slip of paper in a plastic case on the side of the package and it had "plastic furnishing mannequins" written on it in fine print. Taking her out of the box was one of the most surreal experiences of my life. It was really strange to be, basically, taking another person out of a box. I am a pretty self conscious guy sometimes, I have read posts on here where people talk about being overcome with shame and embarrassment when unpacking their doll. I had feared that i would have that same negative first reaction. Upon taking her out and assembling her however, all negative anticipations fell away. She was beautiful. As irrational as it sounds I found myself feeling shy, towards her which is something i never expected.
I did not originally want a fabric doll, and never thought i would get one. But she has been great. Absolutely everything i wanted out of a doll experience, and more. I have slept with Hotaru every night since she got here. Its amazing reading about how people talk about their dolls as if they have personalities which i thought was kinda weird. But now that i have one I totally get it. Something you just have to experience i guess. The first night we slept together i didn't get to sleep hardly at all. Every time i shifted she would somehow get in a position that was would "excite" me. Not only that but because i have a twin bed that i have to share with my cat (really its the cats bed) it was pretty tight. We didn't actually consummate the relationship for a couple of days. To me it just felt wrong to take her out and screw her. When we did eventually get down to business it was one of the best sexual experiences of my life. Cleanup afterwards was relatively easy.
I was really impressed by her build quality. She seems really durable and not at all flimsy or cheap. Her body consistency is great, i was worried that she would feel akin to a pillow, she is far from. She is firm but not hard soft but not pillowy. Her skin feels great. It is really really soft and silky, not realistic, but great to feel and touch. Since it is fabric i had an issue with my cats hair burrowing into her skin and creating little black lines on her body, so i have been cleaning her with a lint roller pretty regularly. Her breasts and butt have silicone implants in them, i got the E breasts which are the largest ones that you can get with the Dagmar Doll. I have seen some people say that the breasts felt too hard to them. I did not think so. They are soft and squeezable but firm to where they don't really bounce around, which is fine to me. Honestly i couldn't be happier with her. She is probably the best, most satisfying, and comforting thing i have ever bought. My only real critique of the doll lies in the range of mobility with her arms (I don't know if im doing something wrong there), her head seeming to want to not be securely attached (it fell off when i was trying to get her into position for cowgirl. We ended up skipping that. Will try again later). I really find myself wishing she had silicone lip implants as well. As they are, her lips are pretty much hard plastic covered in some foam and fabric. This does not deter me however, from making out with her quite regularly.
I am exceedingly happy with her. She is everything i wanted. Thank you for reading and thanks to all the people who helped me get here.