My newb journey has begun a harrowing tale

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 10:00 am

Hello there
Im very new to the doll scene. Id love to tell you how i came to all this. Ive been with my gf for about 6 years and we have a 4 year old daughter. My gf has never cared much for sex at all. And ive always wanted it constantly.countless times she has rejected me or gave me excuses to why she didn't want to. I began to slowly lose my mind. She also considers porn cheating. But no way in hell was i gonna give that up. So id always have to sneakily watch that to get some form of relief. It xame to the point where i was considering breaking up cause i didnt wanna cheat and just find someone who had the same kind of drive as me. I love my family though and didnt wanna lose em. So i thought....and thought....and then it hit me! What if i check out sex dolls maybe that would help. I had no idea how advanced they became i was still thinking they were blowup dolls. Ive never used any kind of sex toy before in my life and was so surprised about how amazing they looked. So i researched all i could. Scouring YouTube and then google. And i found this place. Found a trusted vendor and then spent forever picking out what i wanted. I settled on a sinodoll 155cm anime doll it looks freaking gorgeous and the price is fair for an all silicone. I plan on purchasing it soon and i Cant tell you how relieved i feel knowing i wont have to spend the rest of my days as some kind of involuntarily sexless monk. Plus its not cheating. Its not porn and i dont have to break up and get to stay with my family. This was the last hope i have. The only loophole in her crazy law book that she never considered. Mwhahahahaha. I win!!! And as braveheart once said. She can take away my freedom but she can never take away my penisssssss!!!

Dollarhyde · Post by **Dollarhyde** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 10:20 am

Hello and welcome to the forum Waylays...

The one thing you did not mention is if you had discussed the doll with her because if she sees porn as cheating I'm sure she will see this as cheating as well. You indicated you didn't want to lose your family however unless you plan on hiding the doll once it gets there she's eventually going to find out women are smart that way. So it would be better to discuss the matter before shelling out your hard earned money. Just a thought...

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 10:28 am

I definitely told her. She of course was infuriated lol. But its just a doll its not cheating. Its technically not even sex. The hand just wasnt gonna keep me satisfied for the rest of my days. I told her i thought very carefully about my options. And she should know how much i love her that im willing to fuck a doll to not cheat or break up so i can be with her. I know sex isnt everything in a relationship but damn i never signed up for that. And if it comes down to it where she says i cant have the doll. Then thats the last straw. Ive done all i can.

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 10:54 am

Lol thought i already replied guess they didnt approve it yet so ill just type it again.

But yes i definitely told her i was gonna buy one. She of course was infuriated. But theres is no way that it would be cheating. Its technically not even sex. I love my gf and think she is gorgeous but i never signed up for a life of pretty much celibacy. I would be content and fine with a doll. I explained to her that i needed more and that if she wasnt willing to help me out then id fuck a doll just so i wouldnt be tempted to cheat or having to break up. Shes was pissed for awhile but i didnt budge and she seems to be okay for now. I cant see why she would be mad in the first place because i wont be pestering her all the time. And whenever she wants it from me ill be more then willing to give it. Whenever we did actually do something she made it seem like such a chore like she was doing me some massive favor that i should be so grateful for. It started to really get to me. Made me feel awful for begging for it. So thats when lovedoll idea came to me.

energizer_funny · Post by **energizer_funny** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 11:29 am

Waylays wrote:And as braveheart once said. She can take away my freedom but she can never take away my penisssssss!!!

Funny play, nice! But then it made me think of John Bobbitt and I feel like I should just give you that heads-up...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_and_Lorena_Bobbitt

“A man's sexual organ is penis and woman's sexual organ is brains.”

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 11:43 am

Lmao! Well i was referring to my spirit penis of sorts.
And also i do believe bobbet got his penis back and became a pornstar. ..so in the end it worked out in his favor. Though id prefer if mine stayed attached haha

more_babypowder · Post by **more_babypowder** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 12:22 pm

Curious. Like before you did the research. Does she know how far doll technology has come? In her mind she could be thinking a blow up doll, until she see a drop dead gorgeous lifelike woman wearing her clothes better than she does and getting more attention too.

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 12:36 pm

Lol yeah she said she knows what they look like and is indeed intimidated. I wouldnt give a doll more attention then her. If she has such bad insecurities over a piece of glorified rubber. Then theres no hope. My gf is is a good looking woman. We are both fairly young. She gets hit on all the time. She just has no interest in sex. Sometimes i feel like a trophy dick that she keeps locked up and rarely takes out to dust off. Before being locked away again. Its so odd because she is so jealous of every woman rhag looks at me. Yet never wants to fuck. Shes a wonderful mother amd perfect in everyway. But when it comes to sex. Shes a prude. F im watching a movie and a sex scene comes on she stares at me like i planned for it to happen like im gonna jump into the tv and start fondling titties or something.....

Maxwedge · Post by **Maxwedge** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 12:45 pm

I think that if she feels watching porn is cheating... that you are going to come home and find the face and crotch cut off your new doll.

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 12:49 pm

Lol well if she cut off the face and crotch hopefully she spares one perfectly crafted titty that i can admire. Hahaha.

CouplesAdventure · Post by **CouplesAdventure** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 1:56 pm

Waylays,

I can only share my experience of getting one after being in a 20 year marriage built on a lot of work and trust.

It’s good you talked about it early on, open and honest, and didn’t try to hide it.

While my wife and I are open with each other, it still wasn’t an easy conversation. Both with the stigma around dolls and the potential jealousy factor. We almost went the threesome route years ago, and I’m glad we didn’t. Both of us were too immature at the time. And now that we are, the human element doesn’t interest either of us. Too many risk factors. Seeing where dolls have progressed was the “Aha!” moment. And to my surprise, she was open to it and we even picked out the doll together. Won’t lie though. I half-expected to get a weird stare, or snap ‘No’ response.

I might recommend talking to your wife throughout the ordering process and see if you can understand why her interest in sex is low her age. Hormones can play a big part after child birth and possibly have a lasting effect, but if this was there before even that, there could be a deeper root cause affecting her. Having a doll or not, if not addressed where sex something you can both talk to each other open and comfortably about, it’s going to get the same or worse in 20 years. And maybe the answer is, that is just her body or how she feels, which then becomes even more pertinent for you to address for your own mental and physical health to ensure the marriage lasts and she can still get all of the other kinds of love and support a doll won’t fill the gap with.

This could also be a chance to see if she wants to be involved in the process or even the bedroom if you want. They have penis adaptors if you’re comfortable with it and she’s intrigued by the idea.

Willendorph · Post by **Willendorph** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 2:33 pm

Waylays wrote: a piece of glorified rubber

It seems that way now, but pretty soon your doll will have a name - just so you have something to refer to her by at first. Shortly after that "Amelia" will start getting clothes in the post and other things, and you'll need to find somewhere for her to "sleep" - then bam, before you know it you'll be pining for her and wishing she could be there sitting on your lap while you watch TV. At about that time, your girlfriend will be really jealous and one day you'll find yourself running down the beach at night clutching "Amelia" to your chest, racing to catch a ship to Mexico to start your new life together...

I don't really know if that'll really happen, but I do know that Mexico is damn hot at this time of year...

markcyber · Post by **markcyber** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 3:51 pm

You have a 4 year old kid?. You will be finding lego bricks and half eaten cookies stuffed up the vagina unless you manage to keep the doll hidden. lol.

Good luck to you though i think you need it based on what you're saying.

Maxwedge · Post by **Maxwedge** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 4:25 pm

I like the reply by Willendorph. Your lady sounds very insecure and jealous. You have to know this is going to drive her knuckin futs. As a very happily married man, I think you need to try to work out your issues with your baby mama before you bring a sex doll into the house. If you think she acts stupid-jealous when you watch a movie, just wait until she catches you playing with a perfect bodied sex doll. Or every time she smells baby oil on you after that.
She will go ape-shit and you won't be living with your child anymore. No joke bud.
The way you're going you are going to destroy your family dynamic by getting the doll (IF she knows) and your child will grow up being told that Daddy is a pervert.
Think about this for a minute. Please.
Either make sure she will never know about the doll, or figure out what her issues are (councelling), or break up.
But if you care what your child thinks about you, slow down.

Waylays · Post by **Waylays** » Fri Aug 07, 2020 4:49 pm

Jeebus these replies...
I figuered id get a little positive feedback on here! Lol jk yo uo guys make good points.
i tried everything else
I wooed her. Wined and dined
Comforted, massaged, been open and talked, shared feelings. All that junk its gotten me nowhere.
Im a desperate fool at the end of his rope here.
So i thought doll would be right choice.
Ive weighed the positives and negatives
Worst scenerio we break up im known as a doll fucker.
Best case. She falls in love with the doll and ravages us both.
Ill be happy with something in the middle of that.
Im to the point were worst case isnt looking so bad