Not quite what I was expecting ...
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You just need 2 more posts to lift newbie restrictions.Kaitlyn D wrote:I've tried to add an image, but it looks like you have to have an album. Is that correct?
Then you can post photos.
I don't have any albums and I post photos all the time.
My threads are my albums.
As for calling the doll "it" versus he or she, I called my first doll "it" for about the first week.
After that, she just seemed to work better for me. I guess it's because it took me about a week to really bond with her.
Banging the doll helps with the bonding experience immensely. I guess because since it is bringing you such pleasure and fun, it makes bonding a lot easier and natural.
Good luck and hope you post pics when your able.....
Lucinda- 2015 DS 163 plus
Eves thread http://dollforum.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=261&t=70866
Lucinda's thread viewtopic.php?f=143&t=128707
My doll cleaning and drying video viewtopic.php?f=7&t=127010
Eve and Lucinda's thread viewtopic.php?f=87&t=129480
Eve and Lucinda's dirty movies. viewtopic.php?f=87&t=126968
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Sadly that made it worse. I really hope I don't upset or offend people here, but I just felt an immense sense of revulsion afterwards. Not with the doll, but with myself. I felt guilty (though I have no idea why) and sad. Immensely sad.Banging the doll helps with the bonding experience immensely. I guess because since it is bringing you such pleasure and fun, it makes bonding a lot easier and natural.
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All that has happened is you have gained experience.
Useful, learning what you are comfortable with and what you are not
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It has to get better eventually even for those of us who are struggling at present.
The thing about having adhd characteristics (me) is like if you hit any sort of roadblock while doing a task, no matter how small an obstacle, it’s gonna throw you completely off track.
Been a bit of a roller coaster
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This is also not unusual, and not offensive. Some people immediately feel guilt after masturbation, for example. This doll thing is all new to you, and you are conditioned by society to think it is weird and deviant. After you had sex the natural high winds down, and you see what to you right now is a sex toy, and you feel bad, then maybe even think about cleanup and other chores, so it is not going to be a romantic and magical experience. But perhaps after a day or so you might think about trying again, and it will be better, and so on.Kaitlyn D wrote:Sadly that made it worse. I really hope I don't upset or offend people here, but I just felt an immense sense of revulsion afterwards. Not with the doll, but with myself. I felt guilty (though I have no idea why) and sad. Immensely sad.
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That’s where you are right now.
Honestly, I feel that you probably are a true doll lover, otherwise you wouldn’t be feeling this way in the first place.
I went through the same set of feelings.
True remorse, followed by intense anxiety.
Then that changed into incredible attraction to my doll, followed by getting freaked out over having feelings for her.
Took about a year or so, now I still am seriously attracted to love dolls, I just don’t get freaked out by them anymore.
I found that what had the biggest impact was when I started to repair and modify my dolls.
That seemed to make an extremely indelible connection between myself and the dolls that gives a very strong personal satisfaction.
I really hope this helps.
What I personally think you need to do is set a space that is safe for the doll to be stored in and put her away out of sight and out of mind.
Then after a while, when your feelings of wanting to see her outweigh the guilt, pull her out and have some fun.
The feelings may return, but after a few cycles of this, your other side of your brain will realize that your not going nuts and will stop flying the big red danger flag.
This is just an honest 2¢ from my very deep personal experience with this.
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I can understand that it is hard for you to look at your doll as a human or anything more than an adult toy. But if you think harder a doll can really be a lot more than just a toy. It is indeed too big to be called just a toy and thus you must give it a name. People name their laptops and other gadgets all the time. I think it won't be weird if you name it after a robot character from some of your favorite sci-fi movies.
Moreover, start looking for alternate ways to use it. I am not sure if you have considered it or not, but you can always build a free FB or Insta page after her name. Dress her up properly (maybe in your own clothes if you don't want to invest any more) and start sharing her pics (mostly with all clothes on). You can build an album here and keep contributing.
Maybe your photography adventures with your doll can become a source of entertainment for every other doll lover. An inspiration for folks who are looking for roleplaying ideas and ways to dress up their dolls.
In case you wish to recover its cost, try setting up a private Snapchat account where you post her videos and photos regularly. You may find subscribers for the same. Doll videos are quite popular and you can charge a small fee for the same. Who knows the doll may pay for itself over the long run!
Dolls are relatively new and there are still so many unexplored ways they can be of use to you and so many others. What I see is that you have an excellent opportunity in front of you. Try to give it some time and you will eventually figure out.