After many years of sitting, twiddling my thumbs, and dolling in the shadows vicariously through others, I finally made the decision to get a small little taste of what it is about these creations that draws so many into their web!
I wont lie, since Matt K (Sinthetics) burst onto the scene, I've been a big fan of his silicone art works. There is just something about his approach that grabs me by my short hairs, keeps me focused, and holds me there. Having never seen a doll in person, or let alone touched one, id been waiting for the right male doll to come along, and for me to be able to afford it so that I could join the party so to speak and see what it is that everyone raves about.
Then it occurred to me that I didn't have to wait (why it took so many years for me to realize that I don't know), I could satisfy my curiosity in one small way. So I contacted Bronwen at Sinthetics and inquired about procuring a male attachment. I had asked if the attachment method for the transsexual version was the same as would be for the male doll, thank fully I didn't assume (I do that a lot!) and asked, because they are indeed different.
After a few friendly informative emails, I ordered the 6" realistic "tri-baller" (that's just what I call it, it has a 3rd "ball" which fits into a socket in the dolls crotch) attachment in latte, which conveniently will be right at home in a future male doll. I ordered on 7/18/11 and received on 8/18/11.
When it arrived, I brought it in and set the box on the coffee table. Taking note of "Will Power Holdings" on the shipping label, I tried to see how long I could hold out. Yeah, that wasn't going to be an option. I tore into that bitch like a crack whore needing a fix.
As I carefully sliced through the tape, and unfolded the box flaps, rays of white light and a choir of angels came forth from within.
Sounds nice! But it was actually white tissue paper used as wrapping, and the singing was provided by a TV commercial. Nonetheless I soldiered forward. I must honestly say, I was NOT prepared for this at all. I'm not sure how I can express in words how caught off guard I was. I had developed preconceived notions of what the silicones used would feel and look like for the past 7 years or so since I discovered this hobby. I was wrong, so very wrong.
I hadn't actually made visual sighting of the attachment before I reached into the box and grabbed it beneath the tissue paper. My reaction was almost as if to feel like I should apologize to this "guy" for having reached in and having groped without being asked or invited too! I cannot believe how soft, and supple the silicone flesh is on this thing. I mean you can tell its not "real", but its pretty damn impressive, and startling!!
I don't know about anyone else, but I like me a nice set of pendulums, which from the photos, is part of the reason I chose the 6" (and I'm not that much of a size queen). The softness of the silicone really proves its worth here, allowing the scrotum to hang and swing quite naturally, as far as silicone allows! The scrotum itself is filled with gel, and has two testicles suspended within. They do not seem to move freely, seeming to be attached to the front side of the pouch. Even so, the effect is quite interesting, and make for a great pair of "stress balls".
The shaft of the attachment has a core of firmer silicone, which extends out the back and forms the "ball" for attachment to a doll. Over that firm core, is cast the softer blend of silicone. Other non-doll companies have done this, but not with this level of success. Its probably as close to "real" as technology today allows, and is very well done.
Being a lifecast, the detail is just what you would expect from its original model (very well chosen by the way!). As I was engaged in my grope fest, I bent the shaft upwards and noticed something that put a smile on my face, an "Easter egg" of sorts. When flexed upwards (or downwards), the smaller details from the casting become visible.
The skin actually folds and bunches up, just as it would on your very own, highlighting each and every natural skin crease in a VERY realistic way. How F*cking cool!!! The entire piece is finished with tastefully applied shading and coloration via airbrush to give it a very natural organic appearance. Details details details! I LOVE details! Overall, I'm just so extremely impressed, and I cant put the damn thing down. I feel like such a pervert!
Now I know. Even though this is small by comparison, I have a taste of what I've been missing out on. My appetite is now sufficiently wet, and I'm looking forward to the day that I can afford an appropriate crotch to stick this in!
Id like to thank Bronwen for being so helpful and pleasant and setting me on the right track. And Matt, for his artistic ability in bringing good things to life!
If I get this worked up over a pecker, what am I going to do when I get the whole doll? I might blow up! It'll be a good time either way!
edit: 8/20 Added a few photos to the doll album.
http://www.dollalbum.com/dollgallery/th ... album=4494
I actually just had these questions floating around in my head since yesterday. You answered them all! 
I'd like one...if I could afford a $250 dollar dildo that is. I'd get the 6" too.
