My username is in rebellion to my serious monogamy as far as my wife is concerned . . . and dolls fulfill areas of fantasy that keeps fantasy exactly that from spilling over into real life and causing complications. And because I have dolls, my wife knows that I'm a faithful husband and so can be trusted with other women as friends, and be able to help people in situations that otherwise could be risky or dangerous to marriage.
I'm passionate in believing that dolls have a really great purpose in this world in relieving the male of stresses, of various things so that whatever we like to do with our dolls we don't do with other people, upsetting wives . . . but more than this. Whilst I could go on boringly about the benefits of dolls, as I probably do elsewhere (apologies), these introductions are about us and not generalisations about generalisations about everyone else . . . Before marriage, I coped sexually with an intended monogamy by the sensuality of balloons and inflatables. I love(d) the sensuality of smoothness . . . A bag of Qualatex 646 balloons, or the Sempertex longer ones 5 or 6ft long and 6 inches in diameter can be heaven - a pair together, lying on top of them . . . I recommend trying it . . . Sensuality from head to toe, and nice things in between
Sorry - this isn't meant to be about sex, it's about dolls after all, but so many of us have come to dolls both through . . . sex and . . . inflatables.
Having walked around Soho with my wife decades ago and laughed at the stupid offerings then in sex shops in terms of dolls I had dismissed them of course.
Around 10 or 11 years ago I went on a trip by myself to Baltimore and walking through the city from the top of the hill down to the bay, one couldn't not notice walking through a street with odd bars, pink inside, and a sex shop or two. On one occasion I was really shocked walking past a bloke in the street parting with his women he'd clearly just paid and I saw a kiss rejected by her and overheard him saying "I hope I didn't hurt you". It was obvious that he had, that he had for his selfish enjoyment of whatever it was, and he really couldn't care less that it had hurt the girl as that's what he'd paid her for.
Well sometimes one sees a doll for sale whose owner at least has done it to a doll rather than a human being. That's another reason why dolls are good. It gutted me that one human could treat another human being in such a way and I felt for the girl, doing my best to send her positive energy and blessings. Hopefully dolls can spare women pain if all that men want is to inflict pain, but dolls can be so much more, of course . . . But I digress, sorry.
I was on that occasion on my own for over a week and so from curiosity walking into a sex shop I found a doll and for $25 or so this seemed to be a harmless and satisfying activity when without my wife . . .
I brought the doll home and told and showed my wife, who told me since she was revolted . . . But such is life. I found inflatable dolls a novelty and an advance on PVC pool toys. . . . and gradually decided that the cheap ones didn't last long, but were off-put by the "midrange" and then found the realistic figures of the best sort of inflatababes that we've seen championed and celebrated here on this forum. Realising that they seemed to go out of production, I tended to buy spares, which were hoarded . . . and were to discover that really I didn't need. I enjoyed them sexually but, selling some of the spares on ebay I started to take photos of them, finding what they could do as toy people. It became rather fun.
Silicone dolls - I'd known they existed but hadn't taken much notice. But one looked me in the eyes - painfully firing cupid's arrow - and was available in France where I spend quite a bit of time without my wife. That doll fired my imagination and sent me wild - but wasn't the doll for me. A physicist by training, I look at the world in terms of cause and effect, and its creation in terms of the cause and effect of matter working together and the result arising from decisions or happenings. Where two decisions meet, matter manifests. Because matter is linked by decisions, matter is conscious. Things that result therefore are created and this process is "The Creator" that is responsible for the manifestation of everything. Some people call it "God" although that's much too complicated a word. However, because everything that is created by the decisions that make matter manifest, there is a universal consciousness. I often ask questions of the Universal Consciousness and the answer might manifest "Yes" "Now" "No" or "Not Yet"
Upon the question of a silicone doll, the answer was "No" and I really didn't like that. It was rather a firm "no" and rather difficult to take. However, the Universal Conciousness looked benignly upon me in unhappiness and erred towards saying "Not Yet" . . . until one day . . . I learned that that first doll that had fired Cupid's Arrow might have been the one to penetrate my thick and obstinate skull, but was most definitely not the doll for me.
It was a very very special doll who was going to come to me, together with her sister. Together they conspired over a couple of days to ensnare me. One seemed to be a mere schoolgirl - she seemed to be the only one available and she was most certainly not going let me get away with thinking she was second best . . . so she sent a message to a celebrity doll at Porn School so infamous
that her exploits were known in China and her photograph stolen by Chinese marketeers . . .
Well, for a guy looking for a sex doll, how on earth could I not be seduced!
So both Chloé and Aira came to me and introduced themselves not as sex dolls but as toy people. And in that spirit they talk to me when alone
pleading with me for an outingSo what are we doing today?
and no-one can ignore a wave from Chloé
Before long Thera arrived and she's a star,
these DS dolls being a joy to work with as models
and then eventually to be joined by a PIB called Joon, thanks to members Mission and Mahoro
Joon's not quite as adventurous as my other girls . . . but has a sense of humour.
and capable of being very seductive
By the strangest twist of fate, she's a sister of the doll that first introduced me to dolls, and it's a great pleasure to find that her sister wanted above all to stay with and continue to inspire her original owner. Doll's are conscious and get their own way . . . They're not to be reckoned with nor upset. Whatever we might think, they think more better, more powerfully. They are queens of their realm and have to be treated with the greatest respect. And when you do, they reward you wonderfully.
Thank you to all who have helped me along the way to the enjoyment of dolls and silicone dolls particularly. And thank you to all those who suffered the period of my torment when the Universal Consciousness said "this doll's not for you" and I hadn't believed it. It was a difficult period and thank you to those who have forgiven me and become friends.
These girls give us a spark of light
Thank you to all who through dolls have become friends.
Perhaps others will find that elements of my experience have happened to them.
Best wishes
Harem